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18th Feb
RS
hello
TS
hey
RS
hi, i am a bit desparate for an appropriate study partner
TS
Ngl dude, I don't use this website study for studying uk
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RS
what are you studying for?
TS
Engineering
10:10
Wby
RS
at?
TS
?
RS
i meant like what college
TS
Not a well known
RS
ok
10:11
i m preparing for jee 2024
TS
Damn, good luck bro
10:12
Where u from
RS
thanks
10:12
gujarat
10:12
you?
TS
Maharashtra
RS
ok
10:13
so, are you here to like study more or what?
TS
To understand what problems students face while studying
RS
ok
TS
Coz I ace my exams
10:13
I don't even study
RS
wut?!
10:14
how?
TS
Even idk,
10:14
What problems do u have tho
RS
i have faced a lot of issues in the past
TS
I'll try to give u ans
RS
right now it has gotten a lot better
TS
Wdym
RS
but i used to be severely depressed lol
10:15
i had crippling anxiety, used to get panic attacks and what not
TS
Damn
10:19
But why all this
10:19
What's the reason
RS
my home isnt the best place
10:21
i have hefty stress givers
TS
Feel free to talk about it
10:23
I wanna know
RS
yeah, no
10:23
i am done actually
TS
🗿👍🏽
RS
my 5 years of life got wasted
TS
Dang
10:24
Idk what u mean, but damn
RS
i regret everything but still i know it was a tough time , and not easy to get over with
10:25
yeah, actually people who havent experienced it wont understand
TS
Sure
RS
now all i want to do is get a top rank in jee adv. i want to put all the hardwaork for the 3 months and get the best rank in jee adv
10:26
i dreamt of IIT since i was in 3rd standard
10:26
but depression ruined it all
TS
Sed
10:27
Sucks not to be me 🤷🏽♂️
RS
i mean i am good now, good thing i realised it well before the exam , i can prepare in less time
10:29
teachers in my institute do recognize me. they know i have a good brain. i can still make it
TS
Damn dude
10:33
U hope u clear it
RS
u hope 🤣🤣
10:34
not i hope??🤣
TS
U and i r closer uk
10:35
NOT GAY SHIT
10:35
On the keyboard
10:35
The words
RS
well, not that it should matter, but idk what made you think that i am a guy
10:36
i am in fact a girl
RS
TS
Idk man
10:47
Had to pick a gender to address u lol
RS
yeah, whatever
TS
And what u aspire to become
RS
i am very much interested in space and AI
10:54
so something of that sort
TS
Aah cool
RS
what about you??
TS
Well
10:58
Am doing engineering in artificial intelligence and data science
RS
wow
TS
Yea
11:01
U seem like an easy person to annoy :)
11:01
It will be fun ti annoy u ngl
RS
what makes you think that?
TS
Coz I said so
RS
so you are already trying to do that
11:03
keep trying..
TS
Sure :)
RS
TS
U saw through 😋
RS
yeah, ofc
TS
What's ur insta @
RS
dont have one
TS
Dang, u focused
RS
try to be
TS
I study for like 2 hours a day or so, rarely, and i don't even want to get full grades
11:12
I get above average grades, whole people studying 8 hours get same as me
11:12
While*
RS
yeah, you prolly have the ability to focus a lot more than others
11:15
i used to be like that in my days before the rock hit me
TS
I was shocked to find out my friends studied this much and still get no grades
11:18
They accuse me of lying lmfao
11:18
That's why i plan on creating a course
RS
ok
11:19
what will you teach there?
11:19
you said that even you dont know how you are so good..
TS
That's why am on this app
11:21
I want to understand what problems u guys face
11:21
So I can understand, and tell u my ways to tackle the situation
RS
ok
11:21
asnwer my questions
TS
Sure
RS
what stream did you choose in 11 and 12
TS
Im in engineering rn, so ofc Science
RS
was is completely your choice or did your paarents force you into it?
TS
I didn't knew what to do, so my parents said taking science is best for u, i blindly accepted
11:23
And yes, it was madly difficult for me
11:24
The gap between 10th and 11th studies is huge, u get a huge learning curve there
RS
i am gonna go personal , we both are anonymous to each other so it does not really matter
11:24
what was your dream college?
TS
Had none
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🤷🏽♂️
RS
ok, so i see you had no pressure or very less pressure
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it helps
TS
Not true,
11:26
It just wasn't my goal
11:26
I def had pressure
RS
i am actually really good at music. i dont intend to be good . i love it to do it. i can learn new instruments fairly quickly
RS
TS
That's cool
RS
on the other hand, whenever i used to sit down to study , all the dreadful things used to come into my mind
TS
Mhm
RS
for eg . what if i dont succeed , what if i disappoint everyone. these things always used to shift my focus from studies. i unkowingly developed a phobia from studying
TS
Ok here's where u fuck up
RS
everyone gets these thoughts , i am sure, but the volume of such thoughts for mr for huge
TS
I have the same thing
RS
i used to over over think
TS
So, im a kinda scientific guy, I mean I am curious, and i basically research about almost everything
11:30
Theres a study done on stress
11:31
Basically,if u think stress is bad for u, u will achieve those bad results, like heart issues, graying of hairs, not able to world etc etc
11:31
Where if u think , stress is good, it puts pressure on me and that's why I am focused and pushed to work
11:31
Then u achieve the good results
RS
yeah, makes sense
TS
Studying and overall lifestyle, is VERY much affected by our mindset and way of thinking
RS
i did tons of introspection and learnt that positivity is the key
TS
Yea it always boils down to basic ngl 😂
RS
so i changed my mindset and now everything is a lot better
TS
Thats great
RS
actually, there is a person that causes all this
TS
Who
RS
i used to think that as long as this person is in my life, i can never do good
TS
Ur dad or wot
RS
and it is impossible to separate from that person(you get the indea who)
11:34
yea
TS
Why so
11:34
How bad could he be
RS
he is a hugeeeeeeeeeeeeee demotivater
11:34
god you dont know
TS
"u don't know"
11:34
Dude, my dad is an overachiever
RS
everyone in my house walks on eggshells
TS
He got like 4-5 degrees, including llb(advocacy),
RS
ohhh
TS
My mum got 3 degrees also including LLB
RS
oh wait
TS
Everyone out high expectations of me for no reason
RS
another reaason you are good is your genetics
TS
I get stress / pressure too
RS
hmm, ok
11:36
i think its impossible to really draw conclusions over text
RS
TS
The poor always hates the rich
RS
for me, its all not that good. i mean it is pretty good but not as yours
RS
TS
True
RS
for me, its all not that good. i mean it is pretty good but not as yours
11:38
i have to kinda do a lot better than them
TS
Finding excuses for everything is bad for u , since am a stranger online, I'll point this out, will help u alot
11:38
U make alot of excuses
11:38
Trying to justify ur bad situation
RS
that is actually true
TS
For example It's like, if ur depressed, then why r u trying to justify it, u should be ashamed, and work on it
RS
i compare myself to others situations and then find excuses
TS
U giving excuses gives power to ur situation, instead of u being in control, ur situation is
RS
i dont think i should be ashamed of the past, i did not experience all that ive experienced now
TS
Yea, ashamed is not the right word tbh, but u get the point
11:41
Nowadays people find it cool to tell people that they r depressed and shit
RS
i got out of it, only because my dream exam was near and i couldnt waste anymore time
11:43
watching youtube helped, the right feed helped
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and if it wasnt for my crushing desire to dream, i would have never gotten out of it
11:43
yeah, there was a time when i was too
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david goggins, u know
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i wanted sympathy from everyone
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i wanted everyone to justify my failures
TS
Even tho lets say depression is real and shit, I never believe in depression, u can do anything to me, and I'll never get depressed, now me believing this will give me reasons and excuse to prove the fact that I can never get depressed, and therefore actually never will be, it's a self fulfilling prophecy
RS
TS
One thing good about u is u agree on the fact that u have ur weakness too
11:45
Which in turn is good, since u know ur position and can improve
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Good going ngl
RS
thanks
TS
What grade r u in tho
RS
i think this generation is getting spoilt, we get too emo nowadays
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12th
RS
TS
True
RS
when life wasnt happening the way i wamted it too, i felt that "how dare god do this to me" which is just being egoistic
TS
The strangest secret by earl nightingale
RS
i think we should learn to accept life as it is, accept ourselves as we are, and work for what we want
TS
Watch this on YouTube
11:49
It's like 35 mins long
RS
TS
True,
RS
whats it about?
TS
Mindset i believe
11:50
Thoughts
RS
ok
TS
Lmk when u finish it
11:50
It's nice
RS
i will watch it tomorrow
11:50
i have to go study in a while
TS
Dude
11:51
Never fuck w sleep tho
RS
i literally never do
TS
Idc if ur syllabus is not complete, or something
RS
i am gonna do it this one time
RS
TS
Alr alr
RS
see, right now IIT is really important for me
TS
During exam, atleast 5-6 hours sleep minimum
RS
i have to get it anyhow
11:52
thats a myth
11:52
its different for everyone'
RS
TS
Yea, but sleep basically helps u rearrange and organise ur memories
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That's the reason u dream
RS
i believe sleep is mostly an escape from reality
TS
We dream because our mind is replaying memories, to arrange them properly
RS
TS
Have u ever tried lucid dreaming
RS
i used to sleep a lot before because i just didnt want to accept the reality
11:53
god, tell me how to
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i tried few months ago, but got confused
RS
TS
Even idk dude, I'm learning myself
RS
ok
11:53
when you do, tell me
TS
All ik is that u need consistency and patience
RS
right now everything is fpr JEE
TS
Good luck
RS
i fucked my 1st attempt of mains
TS
How much?
RS
93%ile
11:55
qualified , but not good enough
11:55
have to get 99
TS
So u giving it again?
11:55
Damn,
RS
yeah ofc
11:55
whats the damn about now?
TS
I mean 93 is good
RS
naah
TS
Ok now i really want u to pass this
RS
helps
TS
Because in my course, since I have never given jee / neet or any competitive exams, me trying to teach studying about jee is not worth it, I would love to interview u then
11:58
I plan on interviewing toppers from each competitive exams to give insights
RS
so you took science but didnt do jee? how does that work?
11:58
thanks for assuming that i will be a topper
RS
TS
Was never my goal 🤷🏽♂️
RS
ok
TS
+ no disrespect but I don't see any good reason to jump in the exam when there's so many competition for no reason
RS
TS
After u get 99%ile this time u will be :)
19th Feb
RS
yeah see, thats true but its also true that exams decide a whole lotta things
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shit its 12
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i am cinderalla
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gotta go study
12:01
bye
TS
Alr cindrella, was good to meet u
12:01
I got ur shoes tho, so comeback next time to get it 😂
RS
good to meet you too'
12:02
yeah, sure i will
20th Feb
RS
just finished the vid u recommended
10:31
tbh, dont even know what to say
10:31
its good, to say the least
TS
Yea, glad to know u did
RS
i ll do the 30 days
TS
Sure, only upside to that
10:47
I just listen to it time to time to keep my mindset intact, since people around me r stupid
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I don't want them to influence ne, u know u r the person u hang around with
TS
RS
everyone ive met is stupid and hopeless
10:48
yes
10:49
but ive been that person too, took me time to realise and change
RS
TS
Everyone once were
10:50
The good thing is, everyone can chance if they want to
RS
ya
TS
How's ur prep going
RS
a lot better than before
10:58
a few months ago i couldnt focus on anything but negativity
now, i am able to keep my mind at one thing , the subject that i am studying
10:58
i have my eng exam on 22
TS
Who studies for English bhai 🫡
11:09
U could go there without studying anything, and still get 80%
RS
yes, thats the point
11:16
80% isnt enough , god thats too low, ill be wrecked by everyone🤣
11:16
in 12th i am aiming for 95% +
RS
TS
Dang
RS
TS
U care too much,
11:20
Not a bad thing, or something, just a character trait of u, could be useful too
RS
well, not as much..remnants might be left
11:22
tbh, i dont like to care much now and i also dont..its like all the bad things that could have happened , have happened, so now i have no worries
TS
It's like
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When u get to the lowest point and got nothing left
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U literally have nothing to loose, the only way is Up
RS
yes,
TS
Good luck is all I can say
RS
Don't u have any goals or something?
TS
I do
11:52
I do have Career goals, but not of "study goals" if that makes sense
RS
Ok..
21st Feb
TS
When do u sleep dude
RS
I try to stay awake..but call asleep by 3..
12:03
U sleep...gn
TS
Damn
22nd Feb
RS
The passage I got in English was exactly made for my father 😂
TS
Wdym, Elaborate 😂
RS
The passage was about reactive parents,...nd how criticism and negativity does no good..how wrong it is to criticize..and to be positive and appreciate the child's good qualities
02:24
My father is against every idea...he hasn't read the passage tho
TS
Be like
02:25
Dad aapko question paper nai dekhna Mera?
02:25
When he says sure, give him the paper lmfao
TS
RS
Might do that 😜
TS
Lol
RS
But he will become passive aggressive thereafter 😂
TS
That's when u know u achieved ur goal
02:30
Pahahah
TS
RS
Right!😂
TS
Idk what happened, but ig u didn't receive message I sent u lol
04:05
U look genuinely very happy today tho
04:05
Looks like paper was easy af
RS
The paper was fine..it was like every other paper.
05:00
I am actually trying to be more positive
05:01
That vid helped, it confirmed my theories about success and goals..
RS
TS
U know I never tell people about all this mindset stuff and shits, people r so arrogant and stupid, they end up hating
06:40
But am Glad it helped u
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RS
If you have more such vids, then tell me
TS
I do have one
06:45
But it's about how our society works, and governments r basically a lie
RS
Oh ok
06:46
I'm interested in whatever that helps me reach my goals
06:47
Like long vids are good, they have bigger impact
TS
Nah then this might do the opposite
RS
TS
True
06:47
But again, videos/ideas r worthless unless acted upon
RS
That's true
06:48
The way I am rn is because of the experience and struggles I had
TS
Books r more impactfull than videos imo
06:48
Millionaire fastlane by mj demaro, is one book which changed my mindset ALOT
RS
If I'd have just watched the vid , I'd not have applied...it's like all the experiences taught me a lot and the vid I watched confirmed my conclusions, so it's not that hard for me apply now
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06:49
If a year ago I would I talked you, I'd have been deeply offended 😂
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06:50
Already with books all day...but I plan on reading them after jee adv
RS
TS
U sure should
RS
TS
Glad we texting niw
RS
Yes 😂
TS
Dude I'll text u in an hour or so, got some people to assassinate(am a secret assasin uk)
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🗣️
RS
So I r hated by everyone due to ur mindset 😂😂
07:09
Btw, I won't be able to text round the clock for a few months now..I am starting to focus..if u want we can text at a specific time ..
RS
TS
Nah nah, it's the opposite
08:15
Just that when someone wants my advice, for them what I say doesn't makes sense
RS
TS
Sure lmk, i rarely use this app,
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RS
Do u wake up early?
RS
TS
For college sadly yea
09:00
Lol
TS
Dude help, there's this fucking dude, always tags along w me
09:07
I don't want him to, but he does, and then he makes me wait for him, and shit,
09:07
I don't want to be w him, but i don't want to be the bad guy bruh
09:07
😭
RS
1 opinion .. I can play guitar, like 10-12 chords . I have an old acoustic guitar but it works well. I love electric guitars. But I also have a keen interest on bass guitars.I wanna learn bass. What should I get?
TS
RS
Where is he?
09:10
Like in real life or online?
RS
TS
Idk bout guitars dude, if it's not too expensive for u then go ahead and buy it
RS
TS
Real life, in my classss
RS
Lol 🤣
09:12
He's gay prolly 😅😂🤣
09:12
My opinion is that, you respect your space
TS
Idk man, mereko bhi lagtay sometimes he gay , but he doesn have the "gay walk" or something
RS
Don't put your comfort on the line for someone else, you'll regret it later
TS
Yea
RS
If you get closer to that person and then cut off ties, it will be more rude
09:13
So better do it now
TS
He hasn't fully grown in terms of mind, nigga doesn't understand I have to leave when he makes stay
RS
Respectfully tell him that u r not interested, if he doesn't respect that opinion then just ignore him
TS
I do, I usually am 10 mins late to my class, when am entering, he's literally waving ki "dude come sit here" and I go sit somewhere else
RS
If he doesn't get the signs maybe he is dumb or selfish, either way just let him know clearly
TS
Still doesn't understand this bruh
RS
TS
Yea
RS
No, like tell him'i am not interested' a little politely
09:15
Yes
TS
I'll try
09:18
Btw so u Gujarati right?
RS
No ... I live here but I am originally from the infamous BIHAR 😂
09:30
U?
TS
Gah dayumn 😂
RS
TS
I am Maharashtraian
RS
Ok
TS
So what language do u speak
09:55
Bihari
09:55
Gujrati?
09:55
Hindi?
TS
RS
It's bhojpuri
10:07
I speak a lil Gujarati, like almost negligible...and hindi
RS
TS
My bad
10:13
Dude, I have noticed, all the girls w daddy issues and Good grades r baddies 😭
10:13
Like there was this girl in 11th grade, we were very close friends too, but she was Muslim 😔
RS
I actually don't understand the term baddie..what's it mean?
TS
Like,crazy, hot, wild, cute, everything
RS
ohh, well i am not hot🤣
10:16
i actually dont care the way i look...i wear track pants everywhere 😂
RS
TS
Wdym, That's hot
10:17
💯
RS
u got problem with muslims?
10:18
just asking...
10:18
dont get stressed or smthing...
RS
TS
I got none, but Muslim girls can't be in relationship/marry a non Muslim
10:19
And also it's tough to explain to parents
10:19
😂
RS
ohh godd, u went to marriage? were u guys in a relationship or something?
10:20
or u just dreamt a future?😂
RS
TS
No dude, but it's better to just stay away starting se hi na, because if aage jaake it got serious, ITS BAD FOR THE FUTURE
RS
TS
Yea basically 😂
RS
TS
Ur not the one to decide 🤨
RS
no, but really i am ugly 😂
TS
I will decide that dw :)
RS
whatever...
10:24
tell me should i buy bass guitar or electric guitar?
TS
What do u want to?
RS
bassists get ignored in a band
TS
Lmfao
10:25
Go for electric then
10:26
It sounds way cooler anyway
RS
but i love the sound of it
TS
Davie504 likes bass tho
RS
u hheard levitating song right?
RS
TS
Yea
RS
10:29
how cool it sounds,.....
TS
It does
10:31
If u want to, then go ahead!
10:31
But if u want to go in band and stuff and like u said, u will get ignored 😂
10:31
And atleast according to me, electric guitar dominates the song
RS
lets see then...
10:33
but , i gotta say something
TS
RS
i hope you r not doing that here...i mean u havent even seen my face, if you did youd not even want to 😂....but still, i hope thats not the case here
RS
TS
Ok now just because u said that, now definitely will
10:37
U got no choice 😋
RS
god dont
10:38
i hope u were joking
TS
Ok,
10:39
Ab toh seriously
10:39
:)
RS
U r trying to get on my nerves...
10:40
Keep trying ,😂
TS
Nope
10:43
Ur not the one deciding u ugly
RS
Ok
10:45
I got a bf
TS
He can wait
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RS
Well, it's imaginary ..
10:46
🤣
10:46
U won't believe how
10:46
So I was going through that tough time...it's beginning of 2020
TS
Damn,looks like it's time to say bye to ur imaginary bf
RS
That guy exists in real life .. I ve seen him.. he seems nice..he is a fathers friend .. so I'd seen him only a couple of times in a span of 1.5 years
10:48
It's interesting story....
10:49
So, I kinda liked him, like there was no reason to , because I didn't know him well, we've never talked . in a week or so after seeing him, I'd forget about him
10:50
I got him in my dreams at the night when I went visited their family
10:50
But it's 2020, it's been 6 months since I saw him. I'm not thinking about him..but he appeared in my dreams
10:51
I was very happy to get some attention, tho in dreams 😂
TS
Shut up
10:51
Say bye bye to him
RS
Those dreams continued, he would defend me from my father in dreams
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10:51
I fell in love ig lollll😂
10:52
The dreams stopped in the beginning of 2022,
10:52
Idk what happened
RS
TS
Great :)
RS
But my stupid self believes he ll come one day 🤣🤣🤣
TS
Very stupid fr
RS
He is like really cute, and I think he is similar to us..
10:53
Like he is not materialistic or anything, seems nice
10:53
He reads Hindu scriptures and writes books
TS
U haven't even talked w him right?
RS
Unfortunately, no 😂
10:54
Felt amazing to pour that out finally
RS
TS
Then u r wrong
RS
But ik he is not coming..I messaged him hi , with Gmail that didn't have my name...if we had a connection , he'd have replied.. I wanted for a week , then deleted the account 😭
10:55
But I can't forget himm
RS
TS
GMAIL!?
10:59
😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂
RS
i had to know man..
11:00
but its a no, nd it hurts........................
TS
Nah
11:07
Idc
11:07
U mine now
RS
No..
TS
🤫🧏🏽♂️
RS
We are just strangers
TS
And?
TS
RS
U can marry him, 😉
11:12
He is really interested in u...❤️
11:13
Accept his love for you,
TS
What's ur name btw
RS
Embrace your sexuality 🤣
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TS
RS
It's gotten far enough
11:13
I am rans JEE 2024
TS
Hello rans jee 2024
RS
That's way it's good
11:14
Just strangers,
TS
No
11:15
Change it
RS
You being a stranger , I can share anything ,
11:15
Can't be changed
11:15
I like it that way
11:15
It'll remain that way
TS
Nope
11:16
U mine idc
RS
I hate u..
11:17
It'll never be that way
11:17
I'll have the guy in my dreams
TS
Change is the only constant Cinderella
RS
Actually, I am guy
TS
No I have cctv in ur room
RS
It's gotten too far..I pretend to be girl to talk to other girls or dumb guys like you
TS
Nah, u got no choice
RS
Dude I a not gay
TS
RS
Then youd know I am guy
TS
Aww, u can try hard , but shut up
RS
Bye homosexual, gotta study
TS
😂
11:24
Sure shawty
11:25
Think about me
RS
That's impossibls
11:29
U get no girls , ryt?, that's y u are so after a faceless person
TS
Only 1 way to know :)
RS
TS
I don't want to explain alot, but daddy issues, topper, good mindset, :)
RS
What's with the daddy issues man??
11:36
How is that attractive,??
TS
🤫
RS
I genuinely wanted to know, cuz I've heard it on internet
11:42
Nd couldn't understand
TS
Everyone has their own preferences ig
RS
Wierd preference
TS
U tell , is it actually?
RS
Anyway what makes u think I'd like a loser , homo guy like u?
TS
RS
It is...
RS
TS
Idk why, but u trying ur best to avoid, is Cute
11:54
😂
RS
Yuh
11:55
Ill ghost you soon
TS
Try me
RS
U better believe I will
TS
Nah u will come back
11:59
I believe in you
11:59
🥰
RS
I won't man..trust me
23rd Feb
12:00
Nd since you are delusional, lemme tell u I can't be in relationship with someone outside my caste..
12:01
It's like the same situation with that Muslim girls....
RS
TS
And isko jee denay
RS
So if you'll stop now
TS
🤦🏽♂️
TS
RS
Ofc bro
12:01
JEE is the dream
12:01
Nd I will get it
TS
What's the use of education w that mindset 😂
RS
With what mindset? Didn't get you..
TS
Same caste and shit
RS
Ohh
12:05
It is what it is..
TS
Great idc
RS
Obviously not a loser stranger
TS
Keep saying that to urself sweety
RS
You ll not be so smooth when I ghost
12:09
Try not to cry, it'll be ok, you'll find someone else..
TS
😂
12:09
Ur so dramatic
12:11
I like it
RS
Fuck off
TS
😂😂😂
RS
had fun messing around with u
01:38
bye
RS
dont be too thirsty, there are plenty of women, u shouldnt be overly persistent.. i have goals to focus on.. ur messages r a disturbance for my prep now. it was truly refreshing talking to u these days..but this has gone beyond my comfort now..take care
26th Feb
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Deleted message
29th Feb
RS
I had unblocked u for awhile..
😂 1
03:54
I did again, I'm kinda bored .. 😂, I wanted to talk for a while..
03:54
Idk I think u left the app or something...
1st Mar
RS
TS
But damn, u think about me so much that it disturbs u now?? 😂
RS
Bitch
10:58
Whyd u come back??
RS
TS
I was never gone shawty
RS
So, I'm kinda having lack of motivation
11:18
Maybe it'll just last for awhile nd go away ..
11:18
But it's been like this for like 36 hrs ig ..
TS
Not giving tips to a chick who blocked me 😋
RS
Do u wanna be blocked again??
TS
tho I was supporting u, if u want to, then go ahead, u will think about me later on tho 😂
RS
Bro, stop now
TS
RS
Nd doesn't look like u r supporting me
TS
Alr, say sorry, ill stop 😂
RS
TS
Wasn't i? Untill u blocked me
RS
Ok, honestly I did feel kinda bad when I didn't come on the app
11:25
But u have to understand, JEE is important for me
11:25
I actually used to check ur last seen lol(but don't get any wrong ideas )
RS
TS
Dw, I'll
RS
TS
Yea ik, but being serious all the time is bad TBH
RS
I've never gotten the attention that I got from u , it did feel good tbh..so it was distracting
TS
Anything in excess is bad
TS
RS
See, I was struggling for quite a while
11:27
I wasted most of my crucial years
11:27
Nd now I've very less time, so I need to be as focussed as I can
TS
Yes, be focused
RS
To be very successful, u need to be excessively focussed
TS
Yes,
11:28
Let me ask u this
11:28
Do u like when u r focused
RS
I love it
11:28
But idk what is happening these past 2 days
11:29
I think Im completely over the depression
TS
That's thing right, u need to give ur self breaks "strategically"
RS
Maybe I'm a bit to relaxed ..god I don't know anymore
11:30
I'm not thinking of giving myself breaks , too less time...
RS
TS
Not saying like weeks or days, but 1-2 hours, do something u like
11:31
As in exercise, go for run, paint etc
11:32
Something to get urself out from ur desk
TS
RS
Trying to do that once every 2 days
11:32
I'll try..
11:32
Ice felt better now
11:33
Better than yesterday, I didn't even feel like getting up from bed yesterday
11:33
Felt like my body jammed
TS
Dw, I would have given u hug, but rn, u can use a pillow instead
11:34
😂
RS
U bitch
11:34
But I think I'll take it
TS
Ik u will
11:34
:)
RS
I think I'll just relax for a little more while and then I'll be ready to get back
TS
Sure
RS
Ok, so I like talking to you...don't get any wrong ideas
TS
I will
RS
Let's fix a time so that I don't get distracted all day
TS
I have a fluid schedule
RS
Let's talk every 4 days
11:36
When do u go to college?
TS
Phone number de, i rarely use this shitt , lets talk every Friday
RS
TS
The whole day
TS
RS
Naah, too risky bruh
11:37
This is the safest place for me..
RS
TS
Why u think so 😂
RS
First of all, u r a stranger (a gud one though)
11:39
MY PARENTS MIGHT FIND OUT
TS
Dude, there's a setting called lock chats, and u can set a secret password for that and shit
11:39
WhatsApp pe
RS
IF MY FATHER FINDS OUT I AM TALKING TO A BOY, HE WILL PROBABLY MARRY ME AWAY I GUESS 🤣🤣🤣🤣
RS
TS
Dw bagha lunga mai
😂 1
TS
RS
Thatll make them more suspicious
11:40
Let's just do this here..
TS
Any other means of communication?
11:41
Coz I hate this app
RS
I can make insta acc
TS
😂
RS
TS
Sure
RS
But that'll not be as flexible
TS
RS
Y?
RS
TS
I mean u do use this app right, just use insta instead
RS
TS
The interface sucks, not many options and it's just bad
RS
RS
I made insta acc a couple years back, I did something in that, my brother found out, told my dad, I had a horrible week
11:42
That was in 2020
11:42
My brother has forbidden me to use that app
RS
TS
What's the "something u did"
11:42
😂😂
RS
He doesn't live with us, but after what happened in 2020, I don't want to risk
TS
RS
Long story short, I messaged a guy for my best friend
11:43
My best friend used to like that guy and wanted to reconnect so I did it for her
RS
TS
U can block him, ur parents, we just have to text
RS
Listen man,
11:44
I can't come there
TS
ALSO, I hate typing so I would send u voice messages sometimes
RS
TS
Alr, u were the one who suggested that, by alr bbg
11:44
But*
TS
RS
That's fair
11:44
Ok,
11:45
Not that risky, I'll not download the app
TS
Also, I don't use Snapchat, that's gay😂
RS
I ll use private browsing on laptop..
TS
We got WhatsApp,and Instagram as options
RS
I'll do insta
11:45
Next friday
TS
Alr honey
11:46
@?
RS
Ok, so tell me what went through I when I blocked you? Be honest
TS
RS
Next friday..today let's talk here
RS
TS
I was like "ok fuck it" 🤷🏽♂️
RS
So it was that easy?
11:48
Seeing how persistent you were, you should have been devastated
TS
So that means it was hard on u
11:48
U missed me didn't u
RS
Not really..
RS
TS
That's a yes
RS
But I thought it would be hard on you
TS
RS
Kinda did
RS
TS
What hard r we talking 😋
RS
U mf
TS
😂
11:51
Got an idea , we can do face reveal next Friday, get ur best photo ready to impress me 🥰
RS
No no, we are not doing that
11:51
I can give you my facial description here..
11:51
U go first
TS
Waaah, u think am gonna come to kill u kya 😭😂
RS
Who knows nowadays
TS
Damn, u really know my intentions 🥰
RS
It's always going to remain texting
11:53
Ok but wait..u didn't really miss me? That hurts
RS
TS
Dekh, am not toxic dude, but idek how u look like or had any kind of special moment w u
RS
That actually makes me feel better about u
11:56
I've heard all kinds of stories..so I'm a little scared tbh
11:56
I used to watch tons of crime patrol 😂
😂 1
TS
Ok but not that I think about it
11:57
Lets say we continue talking, and u will like me ofc
11:57
We will have some attachments w each other
RS
Maybe I will
TS
But i really don't like online relationships
TS
RS
I'm scared man..
11:58
Have u been in a relationship before?
TS
Ik u like me already, Nd want me all over u
RS
TS
Had one online stuff few years back
2nd Mar
TS
RS
Tell me all the details
TS
Nuh uh
TS
?
RS
Wut
TS
Reply
12:14
Bitch
RS
RS
Just did
12:15
It was your turn to
TS
I give u 2 option
12:16
U will be mine, we can talk on insta, but it will be tough.
12:16
Or we can part ways rn so it won't grow more
RS
Y do u have to rush ?
12:17
We already decided every friday
12:18
I'm new to this whole thing, I've never been in a relationship, I haven't even talked to guy like this
RS
TS
Exactly
RS
Can't it be like it is for awhile
TS
RS
Let's not label it
TS
I hate it coz Ill just end up being not serious but also have feelings
RS
U r giving me difficult choices here
12:19
U know what bro..
TS
Ik u have a thing for me, I do too, but is it worth it
RS
Sorry bruh, I can't be serious
12:20
Esp when I'm nothing
TS
Wdym nothing
RS
If I Ace my jee adv or even jee mains , I can think about it
12:21
Rn, I have no authority ,
12:21
Living off my parents, I've to listen to them..
12:21
I can hide it from them,
12:21
But only until it's like the way it is now
TS
Ikr
RS
I don't know if there ll be a future
TS
I love ur mindset, I love the fact that u got bit humor, I also bet u got wild side to u
RS
I could just tell u I ll be serious and all and then just actually ghost you, but I don't wanna lie
RS
TS
Exactly same thing w me
RS
Can't it be like this
12:23
Don't label it, let's just text or send voice notes..
RS
TS
It can, but we will develop feelings
12:24
Also I hate only texting on Friday's, I'll text u everynight
TS
RS
If we both develop it hard enough, we can take it further
12:25
But I've only talked to you for a week, let that change into months...maybe we ll end up hating each other 😂
TS
RS
I'd love that but I've to focus on JEE and also hide this shit from my paremts
RS
TS
U think? , I bet opposite got more chances
RS
Yes..but u never know
RS
TS
Isn't it fun when it's risky tho 😂
RS
Maybe ull find another girl..u ll get interested in
RS
TS
And wby
12:27
I can't just move on knowing I fucked some girl up
RS
Since you'll only talk to me online, it ll be easier getting att he'd to someone you see everyday rather than someone you just text every Friday lol
TS
RS
God stop making me like you more 😂
😂 1
TS
Should we just block again , coz I don't want ur future get fucked over some dick
RS
TS
Nah but think about the anticipation ki we gon talk on Friday, u won't focus shit on ur studies
RS
If we follow the rules, it might be better for my future
RS
TS
What rules
TS
RS
Ok, then like you suggested, let's do it everynight for 30 mins
TS
RS
Of not getting too serious and taking at some specific time only
TS
We can say we won't get serious, but u think we won't? 😂
12:30
Ok so
12:31
We can talk
TS
RS
Let it happen like then ...
12:31
Like don't label it...
12:31
Let the feelings catch on the seriousness
TS
But nothing serious, if u get a guy, no worries, if I get a girl no worries
RS
I mean let it be spontaneous
RS
TS
So u want it to happen
TS
RS
Ya..but if you do, then don't just ghost, tell me about it...
TS
Yes,
TS
RS
I actually don't want to get serious but it is bound to happen
TS
Ok this might make u hate me, so heres me shot
12:33
I hate fat bitches
12:33
😂
RS
Ohh I am actually fat..so we done now?
TS
No bitch, u r supposed to hate me and block me
TS
RS
Tried to 😉
TS
I mean I do hate the obese girls, not my type, but the ones with that Lil flapp around stomach, the curvyness😭
12:35
Chef kiss
RS
Whatever , I think I'm ok on body
TS
No ur fat
12:35
Idk,but u r
RS
How r u so sure?
TS
Cmon bruh
12:36
Hate me
12:36
Ok if u become serious imma ask nudes 🫡
RS
I have watched a lotta Andrew tate, all my hatred to men has gone to him, nothing is worse now
😂 1
TS
RS
U r not even getting a picture of me, u thinking about nudes?? Go watch porn you pervert
TS
Ok , i like Andrew tate
RS
TS
Exactly
TS
RS
Yeah idk anymore if u are trying to annoy me or what
12:38
U play too many games
RS
TS
Im literally making u block me
12:38
It's working
RS
Can u be serious for once man?
TS
Ok ok
TS
RS
Why?
RS
TS
It gon hurt future mai
RS
Actually, I don't think you should care soo much about future
12:39
Enjoy the present yaar
TS
Ok sure
RS
Bad things are bound to happen
12:40
Even when you play safe, it happens
TS
I want ur insta @, and without getting to know each other we ain't getting ahead
RS
It's just howblife is, it doesn't spare anyone, no matter how various u r
TS
RS
So u want my picture?
TS
Yes
RS
Sry bruh
12:41
I can tell you I am not fat, if u wanna believe me
12:41
But I'm not comfortable enough to send u a pic
TS
It's not that tho, but it's good to know how we look Nd shit
12:42
Like, as just friends and stuff
RS
Ok, don't think just coz ur a guy, ull get away with looking bad 😂
😂 1
12:42
I don't like skinny guys, like paper thin
RS
TS
Alr honey
RS
Hope you r ripped
RS
TS
I do go to gym
RS
If u r not, then GET RIPPED
😂 1
TS
RS
Send me ur pic when I have muscles and 6 pack 😂😂
TS
Dw i can choke u w my left hand alone
RS
TS
I actually do, just not the 6 pack 😂, wanna see?
TS
RS
Wdym
TS
I got muscles bbg
12:44
But am lean
TS
RS
I want u ripped
RS
TS
U decide wether am ripped or lean
RS
The only thing I am Lil insecure about are my eyebrows
12:45
It's like , lil spread , not even like most girls
TS
😂😂😂😂
12:46
Dude
12:46
How is that bad
RS
Nd I don't wanna get threading done, cuz it hurts,
12:46
But if anyone needs it the most, it me
TS
Ok shut up, I want to see u now,
RS
Thank God I don't have unibrow
😂 1
12:47
I got bad acne
TS
Nah thick eyebrow girls r hot
❤️ 1
RS
RS
But ik it's gonna be alright in a few months
12:47
Once I get away from this hellhouse
TS
Insta @ or kys
RS
Will send it in a few mins
TS
Ayo btw u never told me ur name honey
RS
U tell me urs first
TS
Tharv
RS
What's it mean?
TS
Here that's my name 🤷🏽♂️
RS
TS
Consistency
RS
I am Eshika
TS
Meaning?
RS
Successful in every task something like that
TS
So we somewhat got same meaning
RS
But on internet it shows the meaning as 'dart'
😂 1
TS
RS
Ya
TS
Nah fuck internet
12:51
@tharvsable
12:51
This my insta, eshika
RS
Ok
12:52
But u r still not getting a pic of me
12:53
I have watched crime patrol for monthsss
TS
Dw, ur crime patrol dream killer is me
12:53
I'll murder u exactly like u want
12:53
😂
12:54
Cmon dumbassssss
RS
Bruh, we will meet someday
TS
U don't want to meet a random person u talking from years without a photo 💀
RS
Ik how guys are, they go around sharing the nudes girls sent them
RS
TS
U THINK I WAS ASKING NUDES?
RS
So, I'm scared to share a pic
TS
RS
No bruh
12:55
But like, first you'll ask for a pic , then you'll ask for something else
RS
TS
1) i wont, 2) it's ur decision 3) I want to just stalk u
RS
If u say so
12:57
Don't tell your guyfreinds about us
TS
I literally find every other guy stupid , why would i
RS
I want this to be a secret
12:58
No one should find out about this
TS
7 billion rats in the world
12:59
Still u the favourite
❤️ 1
RS
C'mon bruh it's not like u met even a tenth of them
TS
I just needed to meet one
01:00
I did ig
RS
Don't ever dare get sick of me
01:00
Keep talking to me like this
TS
Ur beauty feeds my energy tho, just need to stalk u like for hours
01:02
U understand why I was asking u now 😔
TS
RS
Wdym
TS
U want me to talk w u
RS
Oh wait I get it
01:03
I love the attention
TS
😂
01:03
U sure do love honey
RS
I just made the insta
TS
Alr follow me
01:04
I'll follow u back
RS
Bruh , u can smile a lil more in ur profile pic
01:04
U look more depressed than I ever was
RS
TS
Not my thing ig? 😂
RS
I followed u..
01:06
Smile a little
4th Mar
RS
Did u do something?
02:25
I don't trust you
02:26
Didn't wanna disturb u this much, but you gotta reply now
02:28
Fuck I am scared
RS
TS
Wdym?
03:13
Also ur Instagram is deactivated??
RS
TS
Why r u saying this out of the blue??
RS
..
TS
RS
I didn't
RS
TS
Wdym??
RS
Nvm
05:22
Insta suspended my acc 😂
TS
Tf u doing
05:24
💀
RS
Idk man
05:24
Do u have any idea?
TS
Idk, they must have sent u some email or something stating the reason
RS
Lemme check
RS
TS
Also, tell me wdym by that,the topic ain't moving forward untill that
RS
TS
Scared for what, I'm literally clueless
RS
I'll explain using voice notes @night
06:11
Can't type anymore 😭
06:12
That is if my insta gets back ofc 😂😭
TS
No it won't,
06:20
U have submit an appeal to insta for that
06:22
U have to click a photo of urself w some sign
RS
I'm not dumb man
07:54
I ofc did
TS
RS
Ya but I put the photo of Elon Musk
07:55
Looks like my insta is gone forever 😂😂😂😂
RS
TS
U retard 🤦🏽♂️
08:03
I can't text rn, omw to gym
08:03
But gimme ur phone number now 🤦🏽♂️
RS
No
08:54
We can do snapchat thi
TS
Nah, my ex used to use it
09:45
U ain't her
RS
Fine 😂
09:46
But u will get my no. once I get IIT Bombay
09:46
Can't risk it rn
TS
Create new insta account idc, I don't like this texting UI,
RS
i might
09:57
achha .. listen...i have to get some things done, so i ll text u in a couple days
09:57
reply quick
RS
TS
From when
RS
from now
TS
Sure
09:59
text me w ur new account on insta then
👍 1
RS
thanks for understanding
09:59
bye
TS
Bye
5th Mar
Deleted message
RS
Insta never again,
10:29
Hate it, nothing gud ever came Outta it
RS
TS
Wdym 😂
10:32
What happened
RS
They disabled it prolly
10:34
I have bad history with using insta
TS
Dude
10:35
Instagram is down rn
10:35
It's a server side issue
10:35
Globally
RS
Ohh
10:35
I thought they disabled it
TS
🤣
RS
Permenantly
10:36
But anyway, no insta now
TS
What work were u doing tho for which u needed days
RS
I am still on it, but taking a lil break coz of another headache
TS
RS
Just completing some chapters
TS
But What tho
10:37
Ohkk
RS
Calculus
TS
Alr alr cool
10:39
Why u getting headaches, drink water dumbass
RS
Ya
10:40
Did a while back
TS
Sleep tho
RS
I slept and hour a few hrs ago
10:42
Will take a short break rn and then get back
TS
Alr
10:42
Send ur photo, it got deleted too 😐
RS
U wanna talk on Google chat
TS
Wtf it's a thing??
RS
TS
Sure, how can I use it??
RS
Download the app
10:46
Or use the website
10:46
Login using Gmail (obv)
TS
Done,
RS
That's fast
10:47
What's the gmail
TS
Now gimme ur Gmail shawty 🤓
RS
Same thing
10:48
😂
TS
Waaaaaah
10:48
🫡
10:48
We become what we think about
10:48
🫡
RS
I made it couple years ago
10:48
Now I'm diff
TS
Messaged u
14th Mar
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12th May
RS
Hi , remember me ?
13th May
TS
Woah shawty
10:42
Long time no see
14th May
RS
yeah, weird
TS
So wyd Cinderalla
RS
Talking to my husband
04:55
u?
19th May
TS
Hey sorry
RS
02:47
Was busy talking w my cindrella
21st May
RS
naah , not talking to u anymore